the beauty and the mess ♥ bianxx

Now, she’s flyin’ and slidin’ and glidin’ in better days..♥

i know youre busy and all … but im not demanding your WHOLE DAY to focus on me! i just need a text … to know you’re ok and make me feel you have thought of me for the day … .

i see how happy you are. but i find that im wishing more and more that everything goes wrong for you both. i thought i was over you, but im clearly not. i miss you.. but i know if i tell you we’ll stop being friends and i’ll loose you for good, let alone what people would say. i know we’ll be together one day. i just miss you thats all. i never knew how much i needed you intil you where gone. i love you B.

You never text me first, and I feel like that means something.

I convinced myself I was in love with you to avoid the eyes of other boys and a real relationship. Now I’m scared to death that I’ll never really be in love. I’m scared to be alone forever.

when were texting each other, i always wait at least 3 minutes until i send the next text so i dont seem hopelessly in love with you.

i always try my hardest to think about your every detail before i go to sleep, that way you’ll be in my dreams.

The fact that you live a couple thousand miles away makes me wish more and more every day that I didn’t like you as much as I do. What makes it worse is you like me back. I always want what I can’t have.

I stay up all hours of the night waiting for you. I can’t sleep until you say goodnight. It scares the sh*t out of me.

I don’t know what it is about the thrill of chasing after someone. My friends -girls and guys alike, tell me to play hard to get but I just can’t do it. I’m the type of person that speaks her mind. If I think you’re cute or I like something about you, I’ll tell you. Straight up, no chaser.

(really bianx.. HA HA yeah)

Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The men don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren’t as good, but easy.

So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, THEY’RE amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. 

just a thought.xo